When you believe

Despite the anxiety tht robbed me of my breath a few hrs before, i was nonetheless calm and compose walking into the school hall. The great achievements tht 09' meridians accomplished as announced by Ms Lai made me shiver from the accelerated blood rush and i felt proud of my school despite knowing tht i wldnt be one of those wiping their tears of joy while shaking Ms Lai's hands. The longgg list of As-scorers made my palms numb from clapping and finally...when its finally the time to receive our result slips, my promise to myself tht i will not cry felt weak all of a sudden. I struggled with the weak side of me and as i held on tightly to my faced-down result slip, all my courage seemed to have disappeared. Nth was able to make me turn those slip over-I simply lack the guts and i was laughing at myself...It was only after countless encouragements and persuasion tht i decided id have to face it sooner or later. Be brave, Camille and with tht, i took a peek of my grades. To my surprise, all were above expectations(except frking econs)! For someone who has been getting 'U's more than half the time in college; for someone who has been given never-ending advice on how she needs to start working hard as jumping more than 2 grades from prelims to a lvls was a rare sight, this was enough and i can say, im quite glad alr cos my grades have leapt far more than 2 grades-i was the rare sight! haha. Though econs did disappoint me(i.officially.hate.econs), chem,math and geog didnt let me down...im satisfied. Thankyou Tchers for all your guidance and patience. Youre greatly appreciated (:

Now, ive to give some serious thought as to what i rlly wna do in future and where wld suit me well.....

SMUNUSNTU