I know you wont be reading this...

I sense a change in you. from your facial expressions;from your words;from your attitude;from your body.

You cant cheat me ive known you for so long. I may not be the one who understands you the most but being able to read each other's mind sometimes, I believe, is testament of our liquid-to-solid friendship. Im puzzled. What is the reason for you being like this? being so.....cold. being so lack of concern and cynical. Why? I wished youd voiced it out rather than just let it be. It didnt do any good with you keeping mum... I hope we can go back to before soon. To times when Im so comfortable with you. Youre always the first person I go to when Im faced with disturbing situations and needed advice and youd always be there. But this time, i feel like youve faced away. Im at a loss. Its like the connection btw us have broken. I dont wna lose you, I treasure you so much, do you know? I hope im wrong..but maybe.....I just weigh far much lighter in your heart than you are in mine.

And friends are friends forever?