FRIDAY NIGHT

supposed to be studying but i went to regent heights instd, cldnt swim tho! ); and cldnt enjoy the good food (all the stewed pork and seafood)! double );! cos of my wound..id to be disciplined idw infections and scars yknow its on my thighhhh haha yes im vainnnn all girls are luh. only guys like sk will go and purposely eat dark soya sauce in hope of getting a scar lol. 

anyhow, im gna be on a strict diet! thankfully im gg back to hall tomrw anw there wont be good food (:

ugh 3 more weeks! and ill be free from leg mvmt restrictions and all the notes. hooray cant w8! 

oh anw, peekturessss!

pretty shot 1 

 pretty shot 2

handsome shot 3

uhm?! *frowns* lousy shot cos im the best photographer arnd tsk.  

pretty shot 4 

most colourful picture of the night and amongst here cos if BW the cake looks gross hahaha

love cheryl's polka-dotted shorts! (Y) 

say hello to my bandaged thigh! 

i took it off alrd and it actually isnt tht bad or not as bad as i thought (but why so pain! ><) just tht its quite bruised :/ and some parts quite raw cos the scalp got stuck to the gauze and came off w the gauze when i was asleep :S oh well, at least i didnt feel the pain. sis and i didnt dare to pull off the gauze cos i scaredy cat damn pain haha. but nw Ok alrd {:

alright i needa get to bed, shall wake up early tomrw to study (hopefully!) havent been productive at all over the weekends. boo. bye.

CONFUSED MINDS

mainey, dont ): i love you ok!

when things dont go the way we want, we either fight for it or give it up

sometimes, in the process of fighting, we end up getting hurt, all bruised and tears

on the flip side, giving it up str8 would seem so cowardly and wasted

we get stuck in the middle, not knowing what to do, trapped by our indecisiveness,

lack of the courage to make the choice. to move or not to move, to say or not. 

but, mostly, we ought to take a step back, close our eyes and see w our hearts. 

what is it tht we rlly want? taking away all influences and shit, did our hearts falter?

your heart dont lie, stop lying to your heart.

HAD A BAD DAY

i had a bad fall this morning ): have to blog abt this cos its epic! it was fogging in eusoff hall this morning (those fog tht get rid of mosquitoes and other pests) and the normal route we take from block A to the bus stop was fully-fogged(if theres sucha word haha) and so wing and i decided to take the kr terminal route. but whn we reached lvl 1, the fog thickens and we were engulfed in the fog. we were trying not to inhale the fog and were rushing for the gate. but the fog was rllyrlly thick i cldnt see where i was gg. the nxt thing i knew i had fallen into a hole-some heights down :/ apparently its a drain. sk and i went back to check out the place i fell (i NVR knew there was a drain along tht road) haha dumb max zzz i cant rlly rmb the details also but it was just bad and every thing just flashed past the nxt thing i knew i was in pain. initially it was fine..until i saw the gush of blood x( 

whats worst was i had a test this morning and so cos of the fall and drama all, i was late for the test and i was distracted by the pain i cldnt focus at all. and highly likely i did badly sighh ):

caleb accompanied me to the docs after classes (THANKYOU CALEB! :DD) to get it cleaned and dressed. fuuurrreaking pain i tell you, the nurse showed no mercy, no hint of gentleness at.all! it feels much worst after seeing the docs, nw theres a numb/throbbing/stinging pain on it urgh ): and the most difficult thing is to bathe!

its the first time i got sucha long wound on my thigh so im quite worried itll leave a scar or anything so i went to google on abrasions,how to take care of it,what if it gets wet...etc..and i came across this line:

"But more often, your cuts, scratches, and abrasions go away on their own, 

thanks to your body's amazing ability to heal itself."

im praying itll rlly heal well on its own, im hoping the gauze wont stick to my wound, 

i wish to sleep well tonight, i wna be alive and kicking (literally) and not be limping real soon! 

@11.11 goodnight!

IF I KNOW WHT IM FIGHTING FOR

my head's throbbing my mind's in a mess

my heart's beating faster thn usual like blood's rushing thru

my tummy is wrenching w a queer feeling 

its uncomfortable cos they are all acting on me right nw, all tgt. 

i feel like im suffocating i think i need to   breathe? 

breathing shld help? (im putting something more on repeat and digesting the lyrics)

i feel like slping, wna slp the day away and dont think abt anything 

but i cant ive finance test tomrw ): and ive a bad feeling i wont do well cos nth's gg in. 

what would? when my mind's alrd filled w stuffs, stuffs that will, by my ability to over-think, expand and strangle me. dear whisperers, if youre reading this im not being emo momo ok but i think we need to meet up soon, i need dosages of xoxos from yall ♥

CHO NEN CAMILLE YIMIDA ^^V

spent the day out w Mr Secretive. haha. from getting prezzies for his friend

 to bishibashi-mariokart-bball {:

what happened to studying? tsktsk haha. but nvm, shall treat it as my charger before mugging 

starts (i almost said to take it as a break but well i havent started at all so =/= break) 

im eating the instant porridge from our exam welfare pack nw and it sucks. 

worst porridge ever! haha idk if i added too much water or what but its just blech :x   

feedback to exam pack comm: nxt year give nissin chillicrab/blackpeppercrab OK (((:

hand-mixed stickys! :DDD 

its pouring outside right nw yayyy love rainy nights :D 

im gna sleep at 12 tonight! sharp! say goodbye to eyebags (x-ing my fingers!)

sweet dreams everyone ♥♥

DEEPAVALI

hello, happy deepavali world {: 

i spent the day slping away at gramps place. had v bad gastric today so bad i cldnt walk str8 :S   

taken antacid pills and a massage from gramma but it still hurts damn bad ): gastric sucks, robbed me off all the good food i cld have. gramma's homecooked food, yonghe doujiangyoutiao and geylang lorong smth dimsums. boo. 

on photobooth {:

 hahahha look at richard LOL

 hello we are cock-eyed-square :D

we took some funny videos too! but. cant post them here cos its farrr too embarrassing hahaha. 

for internal-viewing only heh {:

oh, and im reminded of a v gross and inconsiderate incident ystd. this man, he started puking on the train! he was apparently drunk and in an uncontrollable state. good thing he didnt cr8 trouble but he puked-a huge pile. omg you dont know how gross it was :/ his gf didnt even bother to clean up and dragged him out of the train the v next stop. a smrt cleaner boarded the train two stops ltr (how efficient!) and poor uncle, he had to clean up the disgusting mess w just a mere cloth,newspapers and mop. i feel like puking just looking at it ugh tht man shldnt even be allowed on the train. he's just gross. :X

and hongyi baby, im so so so glad youre alright! you scared the hell out of me today! 

have to take extra care of you in future alrd! and myself too, my gastric is getting worst ):

                                        

we used to be love-drunk 

now we hungover 

    

THE LAST DAY OF OCTOBER

 had dinner at Nandos. nice chicken kebab {:

queued for gongcha @ ps and koi @ iluma!

didnt wait long for gongcha but super long for koi. both milkteas taste as good actually,

 but gongcha-grassjelly (Y)! koi-pearls (Y)!

and we saw their hiring ads. hahaha part time 6.5k/hr?!?! can drink koi everyday and get rich! *woots* 

 while waiting for the guys who were taking ages in the loo:

 we went arnd the 3d movie posters snapping away. felt like mini disney land heheh 

we had some dessert cravings and managed to find B&J still opened at past midnight outside heeren {:

 XI !

NU! 

 AI !

LE ! (hahah only seetoh's XI happier thn LE tsk chinese fail! lol) 

 

hahah sk's desperate attempt to act cute. ^^

 dk/cant rmb who came up w this pose haha

the end! no more space in my camera alrd hahaha lousy luh my memory card. 

gta get my 8gb one from ahyi once she comes back from hk! 

and yay after my finance tutorial ltr there comes the longg weekends! :DDD gna spent deepavali at gramps' place. lovee gatherings cant wait!

xx