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Thursday, January 28, 2010

ministry of food and love

Happy Sweet Yummy 19th !



a must-have !
jiebing w huge mr.softie [:
i dont like red beans but i love this azuki [:
another must-have!





love

dear shermaine,
though the supposed surprise didnt go as smoothly as planned and ive the whole of my heart in my mouth the entire time until the egg stew came, i hope you enjoyed your day,the company, the food & love your pressie & my not-cartoon-at-all(glares at sheryl & jiebing)-but-full-of-love card ! [:
all these;seemingly mindless chit chats and thoughtful reflections of life tht we share, or just us goofing ard laughing at the top of our lungs, to times where we dont have to always meet up and share everything but can be such close friends on a psychological level-clearly spell to me tht im still blessed amidst all the nonsense tht comes my way. i thank God for tht.

tied together with a smile

Monday, January 25, 2010

where are you?

Addicted to witch yoo hee and blackpeppercrab cup noodles alr. episode 16 is the final and im alr at episode 11! ): gna watch rlly slowly now dont want it to end so quickly.

An unwanted guest came over today, and he brought along so much uncertainties and question marks. im feeling a myriad of emotions right now, with an unending stream of thoughts flooding my mind. im rlly curious to find out how all these came about..what were you doing..how could we not know anything. its like youre so close yet so far. if youre so good in keeping secrets why did you let them unfold now. if everything was too much why didnt you share. what was going through your mind? if you did, maybe things wld have been different..

I wish we were anywhere else but where we are now. Youre so far away and i cant see your face, its driving me crazily insane. These hands are yours to hold but they feel so bare and cold from the heat. Times like this i feel unsafe; volatile and unsure, in control yet vulnerable. Let me see again where your heart lies, or where do i stand, in your eyes.


who can give me an answer

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Black-Whites



with the delicious drumsticks made by carl's mom [;






stupid val !
HAH!





kenneth + alcohol = hot pink ! haha



i feel like ive lost a day of my life today to sleeping. hah all cos of the late night out at Sj's party ystd. i felt like a goner today i slept wherever i go, srsly! this always happen whenever i stay up rlly late the night before :B
anw, Sj's party was rather awesome, it feels like a gathering (: DrinkorDare, CircleofLife, Steal, IndianPoker, IveNeverEver...i played all these for the first time and they are quite fun & funny. haha. i only hate the drinking part. my head was spinning and spinning and idk why my heart keeps beating so quickly like all the blood rushing out to dissolve the alcohol haha. i wanted to head home actually cos lui & sheryl are leaving alr and i felt like im gna knockout soon but then i forgotten my keys(!) and chermaines mom has latched the door. so the guys prep a room for us and we collapsed after a plate of tofu w mushrooms hah. zzz.
i hope Sj had fun himself cos its his 21st ! i feel its such an impt birth year, no? cos like after tht everyone seems to care less abt their birthdays until youre like 80? i want mine to be on a yatch in the middle of the deep blue sea & sky! but itll be so exxxx. hmm maybe when im 80 uh haha. ohmy so wordy. OK i need to go sleep alr ill post up the bday peeks tmrrr !

p/s aye sorry i didnt reply you ystd i was too tired. x(


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