many times, i wna pour out all my thoughts and grudges into this space, flooding my whole bs but everytime i tried to type, either the words just dont come out or ill save the entire rant post in my drafts cos i feel its too exposed, too much to share.
esp after i came back form tw,things unfold in a way i cant comprehend nor handle. gahh was so emotional, didnt feel like doing anything, lifeless ttm. yet, i cant expressed it succinctly here. thankfully for you, shermaine ♥ tht half-hr talk ystd-woah-does wonders man. i feel a hell lot better now having shared the heartaches,regrets,uncertainties and anger i felt w him(s). so so nice to have someone to hear and feel you. beats having all your feelings bottled up and being just you, your thoughts, in your own world. tho still feeling wretched and in a forlorn state...i just cant believe things can get so...dramatic.
anyhow, thankyou shermaine. i wna be the one whom you can HT with everyday too, ok maybe not everyday we will get sick of each other haha, but yknow the you-can-cry-on-my-shoulders & we-will-smack-each-others-butt/boobs kind.. yea i know you get my drift (:
happy cos ill be seeing you in abt an hour ♥ ♥
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you just captured my heart and took my breath away. only (-) thing? youre a girl. do i cry or do i smile! haha (: love you anyway;in all ways!
PS: our ____ will turn out f***ing good :P
HAHAHA yea effing goooooood :D
love you back always, my GGF (Great GirlFriend) *grins
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